Whenever I think of relationship, be it friendship, marriage or anything for that matter, I always think of Set Theory! Let me explain. If I call myself set A and the other person set B, there's an intersection area between both of us. There is A-B and there is B-A. There's also U - (AUB) space. Fortunately, I have found some very good friends who realized there's a space A-B and never tried to make A a subset of B and didn't even try to decrease the size of A-B space.
I have a fear that, there comes a time, when I may have to share my life with a person who might not understand my set theory and try to behave like either A is a subset of B or B is a subset of A or even worse, A=B! Yeah, I know, I am little crazy, but I'm never wrong! :)
Friday, March 20, 2009
Saturday, March 14, 2009
What the?
I am confused! As always... I find it hard to concentrate on one thing. I have no goal, no target, no ambition! But I know only one thing. I should live 'happyly'! In this pursuit of happyness, I am torn between doing what I love to do or rather what I want to do at that spur of moment and doing what my parents would approve and throw me a good cash at the end/start of every month! I always wanted to quit the job and wander for a while without any bother about the 'responsibilities!'.
Being pulled by two legs of the 'Y' has never been a new thing for me! I have always been like that! May be, I will always be! Whenever I see a beggar, I want to give him/her a change. But, somewhere it tells me that I should not as they are not really that needy and whatever I donate may not really serve the real purpose(Blame Mathur Bhandarkar!). Trepidity has always been my weakness. I am afraid of failure. Even though how hard I try not to be. I am brought up like that. What to do? I am brought up with the notion that unless I succeed in every attempt I make, I don't deserve a place in the society. Now, what does this society mean to me? Bollocks. Or so I want to think! I want to live with my own ideas and ideals. I don't give a damn about what you think of me! But, at some place in mind and heart, it is a so deep rooted thought that I am to be accepted by my fellow friends! Oh the holy fuck! I can go on and on... By the way... I don't remember why I started to write all this fuck! Get back to what ever you r doing!
Being pulled by two legs of the 'Y' has never been a new thing for me! I have always been like that! May be, I will always be! Whenever I see a beggar, I want to give him/her a change. But, somewhere it tells me that I should not as they are not really that needy and whatever I donate may not really serve the real purpose(Blame Mathur Bhandarkar!). Trepidity has always been my weakness. I am afraid of failure. Even though how hard I try not to be. I am brought up like that. What to do? I am brought up with the notion that unless I succeed in every attempt I make, I don't deserve a place in the society. Now, what does this society mean to me? Bollocks. Or so I want to think! I want to live with my own ideas and ideals. I don't give a damn about what you think of me! But, at some place in mind and heart, it is a so deep rooted thought that I am to be accepted by my fellow friends! Oh the holy fuck! I can go on and on... By the way... I don't remember why I started to write all this fuck! Get back to what ever you r doing!
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